Really really cute guy was hitting on me on saturday. Even thou he knows I have a boyfriend (infact boyfriend was there but so drunk he probebly wouldn't have noticed it I started pole dancing), is it wrong of me to me flattered...
Naaa I'm flattered and he his damn cute! But no I didn't do anything I shouldn't.

Nemi!

Artist meeting

Forgot to say about the "meeting" I went to Friday with some other artist. I was worried they would be a bit snobby and say jewellers don't count as artists, especially since I went to a meeting with a group of jewellers that looked as me like I was a leper when I told them I had a job as well "so your not a REAL jewellery designer then" "just a hobby is it".
Talk about snobby! Just because most of them where well of enough due to having husbands that supported them. I mean seriously!!
Oh and some worked as teacher, teaching jewellery designing which also was classed as OK. So I can't get a job as a jewellery teacher, well sooorrry!
As you can tell I wasn't to happy with the outcome! ;-P

Anyways I went to meet this group on Friday and they where...Great! They where really friendly and helpful and I am looking forward to next time. And there I was loosing my hope in artists, well it's all renewed now :-)

I wonder what the weather is like in Sweden right now! I love Autumn back home. Especially warm Autumn days when it's windy with an array of coloured leaves on the ground. Winter on the other hand never was my thing even thou I do like the occasional winter landscape.

Planning on going shopping today but don't have any money...hm I can see that being a bit of a problem ;-)

Plus I am still soo tired all i want to do is go back to bed but I've been really neglective of my friends lately so I really can't cancel on one of them again.
Tomorrow I was supposed to go to Eton but I am giving myself a sleep- in so will have to go next week instead.

Rambles...

Sometimes I wonder if I ever was in an age where I didn't always try to do the right thing?! I mean I was a loud and moody teenager, I had more crap happening to me when I grew up then I'd like to remember but I still always behaved. I didn't sneak out and get drunk when I was 15 and I didn't smoke fags behind the shed thinking it was cool. I'll always been a "take responsibility for your own actions" kind of person. Now this doesn't mean that I haven't made some horrendously bad decisions in my life time because I have (but more about that some other time) but I was always ready to take responsibility for them.

It's amazing how differently people turn out. Some people find me annoying because I am very much a person that practice what I preach while I notice most people are mostly do as I say don't do as I do.

God I'm making myself sound really awful and strict don't I?! Well I'm not strict on other people mostly myself. I just don't understand other people. I don't get how so many people can throw there lives away over crap! And all these people lately (mainly dads for some reason) that kill themselves AND their kids and sometimes even there wife's. How can you get that twisted?

Sorry just felt like rambling a bit. Sometimes I just don't understand people, I do have a tendency to go a bit Hermite like at times. Pay no attention to the mad woman in the corner!

Will make some jewellery now, that usually cheers me up and makes me more friendly towards mankind (or more capabel of pretending). ;-P

So tomorrow I am going to a cafe to meet a group of artists (after work) and I must admit I'm a bit nervous. I really hope they are nicer then the group of jewellers that i went to meet the other week.
Well guess I will just have to wait and see!
Worst think that happens is that they are horrible! Truthfully i deal really well with awful people I get into a whole "and why should I care what YOU think" mode. It's worse when you don't know what people are actually thinking.
Anyways time for bed, new day tomorrow :-)

Butterfly necklace

Finished the resin necklace and got a decent pic of it to so decided to post it :-)

One day my sarcasm will land me in some serious trouble! But then again I very much doubt that will stop me.

Yesterday was good fun but the band got cancelled because the electrics blew so they couldn't play:-(
And today I feel a bit worn because I only got 4 hours sleep. But since it's self inflicted I expect no sympathy.

Oh and I wanted to show a picture of this Resin butterfly I've made. I took some pictures because I'm going to drill some holes in it to make it a necklace and I'm worried it will get ruined so thought I better take some pictures first.The pics didn't come out that well. One side I got good pics of but the other side reflects to much when I try to take a pic of it.it was made in a mould and I used clear resin and then mixed some red into it so it became quite a nice effect.






I only got good pictures of what's supposed to be the front but I think I like the other side more. Sadly since I have no good pic u can't see why, but it's got to do with the colour looking better from the back because it sank to the bottom (which is the front of the butterfly) making it clearer from the back.

And now that I have bored you with pics I will go and get ready because I am going out for dinner tonight.
Tomorrow I am going to London to check if some Galleries might be interested in my stuff so please wish me luck! :-)

Random

Going out tonight to watch some live music. There are 4 gigs that I know about in town tonight. Most likely I'll go to A.Human because some people from work are going there. Never heard of them before but listened to them on Myspace and they sound good :-).
Only thing is someone is redoing out tiles in our bathroom this wknd so I can see me having an issue with geting a shower before going out :-( How can I doll myself up in such conditions ;-P.

Oh and I missed International talk like a pirate day! What a bummer, I completely forgot about it.

On monday I'm going to London which reminds me, I need to email my cousin and see if she wants to meet up. Gone look at some galleries.

Also work have asked me to stay an extra month at work. I said OK but only if they keep me on the same rota so I still have the time to focus on my jewellery.

Went looking for Brass and Coppar wire today but nowhere seems to sell it! Don't know where to get some.

Oh and now I'm gone go play wth some stuff I made out of resin. Want to see if I can make Jewellery with the stuff!

Sleepy...

Worked til 10pm last night and then I went out. I only went to a small place called the Global cafe. They had live music and it was all very nice and civilised. Only problem is my other half woke me up at 06.30 and now I have to go to work for 12 hours. *urgh* sleeepy! :-)

Today I feel accomplished!

With all the things that have gone wrong lately it's really nice when something goes right.
I bought a new silver polisher (even thought I couldn't really afford too) and I finally finished this necklace I've been making!







Tomorrow morning I'm meeting up with some other jewellery makers! That should be fun but I think I will be a bit tired when attending. Having on average five hours sleep every night is getting to me!
:-)